Surprise Party

Celebrating my anniversary
With slow death
In a favorite dive
He and I
Burning through
Obscene quantities
Of liquor and
Cigarettes

Declaring
Once again
My complete withdraw
From any idea of love
Family or friends
When she materializes
Through the smoke
To suck me back

In prime condition
Tattooed
And trying to quit
My lastest gravitation
The heart insists
I can always
Pull out tomorrow

As for tonight
There is no reason
To not get by
On her
Inescapable smile